Relapse

It's almost winter...it's cold as shit...and I'm alone lol. This is my second winter in college and my first one alone. I must admit I'm kind of missing the x-boy toy. Just a little. I was comfortable and it felt nice...but spaceships don't come equipped with rearview mirrors so I must keep trucking forward. There was a distinct reason I left and I can't relapse right now. I'm to stubborn lol. So, I'll just chill by myself lol...cause I'm such a cool person I'll keep myself entertained. A movie, a nice drink after a warm shower, and chill real grown like =). Gotta live it...cause I'm going to!!!